Imagine pure strength dipped in chocolate. His hands could crush me. And I would let them. His eyes pierced like the sun. I could never look for long. I longed for him to touch me. For his mass to cover me like an eclipse. No escape. I needed no escape. Just complete submission to his reign. In my mind, thick fingers graze my neck, lightly at first before he deepens his push digit by digit. My breath thins and I welcome it. My body is his to take, gently, roughly, I give it to him.
Imagine the sweetest song, composed just for you. Its rhythms matching the beat of your heart, its melodies humming the secrets no one knows. But he knows. He knows and he sings you to you, just for you. Others may hear but only you understand and he knows this. A secret between the two of you. He walks towards you and the harmonies grow louder between your thighs.
Imagine the face of an angel and the body of a god. Imagine the deepest, finest, richest mahogany rubbing against your wanting skin. He has no regard for the others in the room. He looks at only me. He leans over me, runs his massive hands through my hair and tugs. I do not flinch. I ask for more. He leans closer, pushes the table in front of me away. Stands over my body completely, his girth magnetic to my core. I do not flinch. I ask for more. He bends now, looks me square in the eyes, grabs my face when I instinctively attempt to look away.
"Don't," he says.
He kisses my cheek and I die. His inebriating scent gathers into a cloud that I mount and I float away. My eyes roll to the back of my head and he kisses my neck. My nipples awaken, hungry and jealous. He knows. He focuses on the buttons on my shirt. Undoes the top one slowly then rips the rest away in one aggressive swoop. I do not scream. I ask for more.
I ask for more.
"More?" he asks.
"More," I beg.
"I'm sorry, ma'am, what is it you want more of?"
My eyes roll forward and open.
"Excuse me?" I ask.
"I haven't taken your order yet so what do you want more of? Do you need more water?"
"Um, ahem, yes, please, thank you."
He leaves me. He leaves me devastated and thirsty. Water, the last thing on my mind.
My husband's deep sigh carries across the table but doesn't touch me. I don't let it touch me.
"Do you think we can come to this restaurant just once without you drooling over the waiter?" he asks.
"No, my love, probably not."